We were newly married maybe about a year into our marriage every time we get invited to go to dinner or go see someone he would say and do things to make me cry while on our way going to that event and then coming back from that event.

When we had company over and I’ve spent the whole day getting ready to entertain people but as soon as people leave he’ll start calling me out on everything that I’ve done. I said this wrong or I did that wrong and I end up crying because of all the things he says to me and the way he puts me down all the time. All I remember is the feeling that I’m just not worth being here.